wow its almost 1:30 and here I am, wide awake. Kaya's already been up for her midnight bottle and will sleep til about 5, but i'm hooked on Saving Grace on netflix... keep doing the "just one more episode" thing lol. Used to watch this show with Dad... damn I miss him. The pain of losing someone never goes away, does it? Just gets easier to deal with? And then there's days where my coping mechanism is shot all to hell and I just want to stay in bed and cry all day. If it weren't for my babies, I probably would do just that. Its amazing how people so small can give you such strength...
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| My Dad and I in 1989 |
