First of all, I vow to procrastinate less. This has been my downfall, for why do now what you can put off until later? This is why I haven't started school, why my son still sleeps with me, why my house never seems to be completely clean... Procrastination is why I am not who or where I want to be in life.
So here's what procrastinating less will bring me to doing:
- I WILL start school. As a matter of fact, I go tomorrow to register for my classes. I want to make something of myself, and not be just a homemaker. I love staying at home with my son, but at the end of the day, I am not happy. I want to become a substance abuse counselor, and help people. The first step to that is continuing my education.
- I WILL be a better mother. Not to say that I am a bad mom, but there are definitely areas that I want to improve on.
- I WILL worry more about myself and less about making other people happy. By learning to say "no" every once in a while, I think that I could definitely find more time for myself and get to a point where I can actually make friends and learn how to not depend on what everyone thinks of me.
- I WILL work on having a social life. Right now, I spend all of my time at home, with my son. It's great, because I have severe anxiety and this is my comfort zone. It tends to get lonely though, when my fiance decides he wants to go out and even if I had a babysitter, I don't have anything to do.
In all, I think these resolutions are definitely do-able. I will be a happier, well-rounded person if I follow though with these and that is exactly what I need to be. If not just for me, for my kids as well. They need to see their Momma be a happy person, and that's what I want to be for them!